Lord,It Clashed With Your Shoes

My bike broke.I'm really depressed about that.

I first heard of CocoRosie when Patrick Wolf started playing violin for all their live shows.Of course he also supported them on his European tour a year and a half ago.I saw a video of them playing live on a couch.One girl played a gazoo and a harp and the over sang and pressed the buttons on some toddler's video game to compose electronics.Their voices aren't very conventional but for some reason their sound is so serene.The lyrics are sooooo amazing."By Your Side" is one of those songs that really makes you feel like you're in love.They didn't start out as musicians.They started out by dressing up the in most glamorous/strangest outfits and drenching their faces in make up.They got completely wasted and ran around a track at 3 in the morning.They did this almost every day.Why?Becasue they're French.But it's pretty magical when something starts out so ironic and ends in music.I know alot of people won't like them.They're lyrics are really good and remind me of a friend in some cases."Terrible Angels" is my favorite song by them.CocoRosie's uniqueness just astounds me.

If you don't like the music atleast appreciate the cover art:

Can anyone help me find a book?I want Picture Of Daddy-Thelma's Story by Thelma Ásdísardóttir.It's an Icelandic book about a woman dealing with sexual and emotional abuse.It's supposed to be life changing.She won "Woman Of The Year" for her writings.The book is an autobiography.I can't find it anywhere though.

Take It Or Leave It

"The last time I said 'I love you' I really didn't mean it at all.It was just a word."-The Lashes

I hate to say that's true but it is.You wouldn't be so vengeful to me if you really loved me.I'm sorry that I broke your heart but I'm 14.I can't be pressured physically and emotionally.I've never been in love and before you I never even had a boyfriend.It's just not fair to lead you along when I KNOW I don't feel the same.You could have done more for me.You could have told me you smoked pot instead of hiding it.You could have taken me out on fucking date!Three months and all you did for me was smother me in unwanted affection that was only established to make YOU feel better.I can't take care of you.Maybe I need to be fucking taken care of for once.Almost every weekend you asked me to hook up with you when you knew I wasn't ready for that.No wonder I felt like you were using me.You blatently told me last night you liked me because I'm pretty.That's not shallow?I can't be this scene girl with multi colored hair.I can't follow you around to make you feel better about yourself.I can't just suck you off when you want it.


I'm sorry about that rant.This week was a real eye opener for me.I need to further more discover who my real friends are.Atleast I'll always have my darling Rosemary.My bestie for life.

And I would also like to say that maybe I would rather sleep with Patrick Wolf then my ex like he said I would.Want to know why?Because I've had a longer conversation with him then I ever had with you in the past 3 months.I really love you.


You're never coming in my eye.

Was It Worth All That War Just To Win

"I must say it's very refreshing to see a young lad who's been through so many turmoils and came out the other end because of love and perseverance,not because of some rubbish My Chemical Romance song"-Patrick Wolf


This is so true.Ive said this many times before but Gerard has not saved a life.Atleast not any of the lives he claims to have saved.
More enchanting words from the music god:
"I'll never say 'Hang in there because no one understands you and the world is a scary place.' God wouldn't have put us in this world if we couldn't survive.I grew up so confused and now I have complete clarity.The world is my neverland.These things are tests and I want people to get through them and end up happy.Live in a world full of color.I hope I can do that with my music."

He said that last part in an interview he agreed to do for a high school newspaper.How amazing.

PATRICK WOLF AND HIS LOVE AFFAIR WITH VITAMIN C!

I'm going to start making my own commercials now.I want to cry after seeing this video:

OH JESUS CHRIST ALMIGHTY FUCKING SHIT BAG DOUCHE WHORE FUCKER!!!!!!!!AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok..now that I got that off my chest here is a lovely video of Patrick knitting on the train.He appears during the whole thing but during the end he starts singing to no one in particular.At about five minutes he explains what he's making.

Does Politics Turn Ya On?

I've been really fascinated by a few Nico records which I downloaded.I do prefer Patrick Wolf's "Afraid" to Nico's original version but I definately like her sound and use of electronic organs.She does sing like a retard though.Like she seriously sounds like that.
"Listen,I've got a fabulous idea.Let's take money from the poor box."-Holly Woodlawn.
I love that quote.My little sister seems to think she's Geri Miller.She keeps pissing in my sink.Just to clarify things I'm talking about the sister that just turned 5 yesterday.

I seriously don't understand how Lycanthropy is a joke.As I read more things about that album I start to understand what the song Lycanthropy is about more and more.As I understand Lycanthropy I start to understand Short Story.Patrick was quite permiscuous with men.

Ew...A Car Full Of Mexicans

I will not talk about the Patrick Wolf,My Chemical Romance,or any other band I love/hate.

So what to talk about?Hmmmm...........

Why do Kiki Kannibal and Hilary Haywire have to be such bitches to eachother?Seriously,who cares what your hair looks like?You're both scene girls anyways.Everybody knows if you're a scene girl you get no respect and you have to bone a bunch of guys.Hilary's minnions are much more attractive than she.I agree that if Hilary had a side sweep she would look like a small emo boy.

You Mean Brits

All those UK crazed girls say they don't like The Magic Position.They say it's too happy.I'm a huge Patrick Wolf fan and I know he writes what he feels.Infact,he OVER writes.He's already written his 4th album.If Patrick has written what he feels in the last year and a half then that must mean he's been somewhat happy.Don't you want Patrick to be happy?I do.He's the most adorable thing ever and he should always smile.



I might add that there are alot of songs on his new album that aren't so happy.Remember that before you get your painties in a knot.

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE:YOU ARE NOT QUEEN.

I was in the ATL this past weekend and it was pretty fun.I got to see my bestie/my sister which was awesome.We got sushi and I avoided getting bitten by a cat.My new Betsy Johnson dress is the shit.I was reading Spin and it was the first time in my periodical history that I wanted to scream.I contained it because I was on an airplane.Panic!At The Gay Bar has back-up dancers now and My Chemical Romance saves lives.MRC doesn't save lives.....doctors and therapists save lives.I sound so practical,don't I?
I believe that certain things can change a way you live your life,especialy music.When I started listening to Patrick Wolf I saw the whole world differently.I saw the happy things that weren't necessarily real in most peoples minds.I saw a genius that created his own keyboard by age 12.I saw that music could be creating without cliche guitar riffs.I saw an innocent mind.And most of all,I saw strange feet.
I'm saying that MCR can't save your life.When people say that a song saved their life it's only because they're too chicken to kill themselves and they don't want to give people they love the credit because they just "hate the world".Alteast they want people to think they're dark and mysterious and no one can save the.Not even themselves or their loved ones.
BUT WAIT!
"I am not afraid to keep on livin'.I am not afraid to walk this world alone.Honey,if you stay you'll be forgiven.Nothing you can say will stop me going home."

First off....that makes no sense!That third line is nonsense that they threw in there to rhyme with the rest of the chorus.My Chem,I don't care how many people's lives you've "saved" but I hate you.I used to think Spin wasn't so bad but after this I will not buy another issue of Spin unless it features my favorite bands.If it ever does feature my favotire bands I will probably shoot myself but first I'll listen to some MCR so they can keep my from pulling the trigger.NOT.

I'm pondering on the idea of working for Paper Magazine.I always wanted to design clothes but it's too late to learn how to sow at this point.I love music but I'm pretty sure I don't have talent in composing.I also love writing,especialy when I can write about something I have feelings about and not ust something I made up.They're basicaly a version of Nylon that's been around for 20 years and has yet to sell out.I like Nylon but theyre getting there.